Wednesday, August 22, 2007

The big M

So, Graham and I have been discussing being together.... for the rest of eternity.

Does/did this not freak everyone else out???!!?!?!?!?

I have gone through an emotional roller coaster already.. don't know if I can handle much more. It makes me excited, overwhelmed, nervous, HAPPY... all at once. It's just way too much to take!

Anyways, I went to Graham's house on Sunday and used his laptop while he was taking a shower or something. I was pulling up my blog website (you know... shewishewi) when "shaneco.com" shows up in the website line.. Like he looked at it in the past couple of days!

My heart started RACING like crazy, and I couldn't stop smiling. Graham was looking at rings for me! It's just hard for me to believe that some guy thinks of me in that way. Really, like.. he wants to MARRY me. Me!

I've been hoping and waiting for something like this my whole life, and now that it's here... I'm afraid.. I'm afraid of making the wrong decision. I absolutely know he's the one for me, but.. I cannot get rid of that seed of doubt. I know where doubt and fear come from, and they're not helping me at all...

Anyways, don't worry... nothing will happen for a couple of months at least.. Stay tuned.....

3 comments:

Shavs said...

woah Sher. Way to give us, the blogging world, a peek into your private life...THAT IS SO EXCITING!!!!!!

Julie Anne said...

What do you mean, what happened to my last post? Nothing changed. Nothing left. I'm confused

Whitney said...

You sound completely normal. And you're right about where the seed of doubt comes from. Its definitely a big decision that should be taken seriously and only made after much meditation...nevertheless, once you know what your answer is I promise you'll be tempted by lots of thoughts and feelings that would have you change your mind. Stick to your guns.

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